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"nonsense"

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

I like this sensation, you know how I feel even if we were to fight everyday
You always want it your way but I can accept anything from you, only you~
I’m lonely, my heart’s crazy for you and and you’re the only one I see~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

When I’m with you, I don’t mind being nervous
I may be a little hasty, but you’re the only one who can tell me what to do~
I guess my heart was stolen before I knew it and I’m missing you all day long~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you
It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it
It can’t go on like this
I will confess that I’ve fallen for you
You’re everywhere in my dream
I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

Everything’s so different, it’s too different~
I think I am falling in love, be my baby, be my baby~
From head to toe we have nothing in common
Now I wanna know more about you, be my baby, be my baby~

No way, I've realized that I've been looking at you
I'm happy whenever I say your name or look into your eyes
That will do and I want you too
Please say that we're alike
Wherever I see, you are the only one in my eyes
I know that it doesn't make any sense, but I love you

want to have few of THESE so badly xD

some stuff ive been thinking to buy:
<3 colonize hoodies






<3 banc hoodies





<3 bape hoody


<3 sneakers





life progresses since that last time :)

hoooo... its been more than 3 months since i stop writing or blabbering on d blog.. :p

hmmm where can i start.. its all everywhere, i cant organise my thoughts n duno where to start.. kekkeke xD..

well, approx. 3 months have passed really quickly.. there has been quite a lot of changes occuring thru those times.. first of all, some of u might knw that i ended my "old-time" relationship, finished all my exams n assignments (YAYY :D).. the first few weeks, it has been realy tough on me since i finally face the world on my own, literally.. :p at th
at time, the feelings that appeared on my mind are : lost, scared, confused, blank, n every other words that i cant say one by one..

then i started to go to the wrong direction.. its not that i did a totally bad stuff.. but i realised that i was stupid n my mind was "unstable".. i hurt some people that i knw they shudnt be.. but i didnt and never regret n kept on learning.. Till one day, i MET this special person who i can talk to freely.. i always smile whenever talking or looking at that person.. i somehow knew for sure, that it was different... and again, sometimes i go too fast with some reasons that do not need to b explained.. one day, i shared some unnecessary things to that person n somehow dissapointed him/her.. i chose that decision based on my heart and took the consequences.. i dunno wat happened that nite..
from then on, i learn more t
o take things slowly n just let it be.. i do not want to just talk BUT i want to prove that i can reduce some negativities within me even thou i cant change myself fully. I still wana b myself with some corrections made as time pass by :)) by today, i know that i have some hope on that special person.. knowing some people do not mean my heart is comfortable withh all of them.. THAT ONE stands out of the crowd =)

blehh blah blah.. even no one undrstands wat im blabbering about, i myself feel better to let all these hassles out of my mind.. rah rahh.. kkekekek x)

my actions n changes need not be written nor explained... will just let time proves it :D

<3>

Candy Doll Mineral Powder =) (will try to buy n use this 1)





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Simple n pretty Geum Jan Di / Goo Hye Sun Makeup Tutorial

Trish's P.S - need to buy the lip tint... the good brand is "Benefit Posie tint".. You can use this as a blush too GUYS!! fondie bisa pake sally hansen, i heard its a pretti gud brand..
Im still wanting the "Amazing" concealer =) harus dibeli tuh concealer.. baguss bgt coverage nyaaa xD

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GOO HYE SUN TUTORIAL

Not by me! Credit to blog, which you can see from pictures!

I vaguely can tell a bit of the instructions, but thankfully the images do speak for themselves hopefully


Trying to say there were two hard things, but I was not sure what the second was.
One of the challenges was to get the "big deer" eye look, a round eye.


Cosmetics used in tutorial, don't need to copy, just examples.
Tony Moly Lip Tint in Cherry (sample size)
(I know you can get that M.A.C highlighter from BBR collection, that one is "redhead" mineralized skin finish.)

1. The Skin

2:1 ratio of foundation to primer or moisturizer?


Use a foundation brush lightly to apply.
(Or any other product really, cleansed wash hand/sponge. Note sponge eats up a lot of your product)


Better to use lightly, a big powder brush, rather than a puff that it comes with.
(Putting on powdered foundation/ translucent powder)

2. Eye Makeup

Put a natural shade with a bit of shimmer all over lid.


This is the shade she used for that step.


Effect for upper eyelid.


Use a white shimmer pencil/eyeliner, to line bottom lid and tear duct area.


Be light-handed with the mascara on both upper and lower lashes.
Used Clio mascara.
Do for a natural feeling!

3. Blush/cheek

Follow the arrow, if using powder blush.

(She mentions some method, I think pat lightly or something for cream blush,
and angle upwards if using a brush for powder/whichever blush)

4. Highlighting

Using the lightest shade in M.A.C Mineralize Skin Finish in Redhead for highlight


Follow arrows.
Please use sparingly highlighter!


Before and After

5. Lip

Tony tint, use a light red/pink stain tint. This was a sample she received.
(Try TheBALM Staniac!)


You can use a transparent balm over.
Gloss is okay too.
High school effect from drama.

Done~


little secret <3

It's been a while since I'm awy frm weaving... So, I've come to a situation where I think Ive found who I am.. After talking with an old friend of mine, I told her my fear about my n her relationship stories.. =) it's funny that we both have similarities in some part of our love lifes n even Our normal life.. We've accountered problems where there are 2 Mr that have very similar attitudes n so on... As for me, I found that I was really selfish,non-independent??? I often say out promises that I don't even do which hurt those people I love get hurt.. I seek out questions frm my lovely friend,"why did that happen?"... N she explained that I could not stay the same if u want a better life n relationship.. She even SCREAMED at me (even she's not here in syd).. xD BUT that's what friend should N must do to 'slap' me.. Inoften think too negative n created drama even if there's nothing to worry about.. I guess I really have to listen n start evolving into a better n even more mature person as a whole =) life is never been bad.. I will have to believe n trust!!! Mmm soo who is feeling down n negative??? It's okayyyyy, ur not wrong.. That will give u a chance to see the bright sun behind all that clouds... I'm gona stop blabbering n sleep.. Or else this will become a full mess of random words hhhhhhh.. C y'all in nxt session of my lil life storiess... <3 trishhh.. With lots of lovee